Yesterday was the first time I cried in class. I always hold my image in class, I never cried no matter how sad I was. This time, I don't know what the hell got onto me. Facing a world of newly-met strangers, I actually drop a few tears in class. Just feel that the world people treat me its different from like before. I forgot to do my RJ, fuck sial... I was on the bus home till Daniel called me and asked to me to attend his wife's party tomorrow. Most of the PP people would be there and I promised to show face already. Shitzzz lah, I really dread to go. Anyway I was happy spending my Friday night with C,A,H and T. It rained heavily around 4 plus. There was alot of thunder and lightning. It was so scary that I cried. I'm always very scared of thunder and plus the lightning keep flashing like as though I was some criminal with those bright lights. These days everything seem to be bad, even money seems so stingy with me.